Nothin much to do today. Really bored. I gotta go with my sister to the orthadontist to get her braces changed or what not. A good friend of mine told me this "You think the great things in life die. If was great, it would last. So, whats dying is the pain of our past. The great things aren't dead, they just haven't started yet. So, let the river ( Read more... )

Nothing to do...bored...

Nothing to do right now just talking on the phone with Josh...just bored. My head hurts really bad. I already have a headache. There is nothing to listen to and i feel really sick.Arg i'm gonna throwup. I gotta go to my sisters orthedontist apointment tomorrow. Its gonna be boring.

Why is it always raining here! Always! I wish it would stop raining cause I want to go to the beach. I don't have much of an exercise/diet plan. I just rarely eat during the day and then at night I do 50 sit ups, 100 crunches, and 20 pushups. See, I got lazy. Usher is on tv...i hate this song. Man, all I think about is Josh. When I go to sleep, ( Read more... )

Well me and Josh talked. We both miss each other. All we think about is each other and we both want to get back together. I don't know what to do now. He also said I had a nice body hahahhaa! He also said Jack (His kitten) misses me.

Well my dad just got a 50 gallon fish tank. I think he's crazy but oh well. My mother is allowing me to get a tattoo as long as it is a small angel. I want it so I can have the feeling of a guardian angel watchin my back ya know.

Another song ( Read more... )

I made a huge mistake. I want my Josh back but how could he have done to me with "it". How Lauren do this to me? She's a back stabber and stole him from me. And he lied to me, he better not EVER lie to me again. -lays down- I'd just rather die right now.

Well, I'm better now. That break thing didn't work but I talked to Josh. We're best friends and he always makes me laugh. He said "We'll date again, just give it time." So I guess I'll just have to wait. Any guys that are single, call me! Still, the nicknames of Seductive Cowboy, Sexican, and Attractive Cowgirl are for me and him only. Its sacred ( Read more... )

I finally got to go out with them yesterday. We went to the beach and I am burned lol. Me and Josh hung out mostly and stayed in the ocean talking. We hugged and continued talking. He said he was sorry about lying to me about loving me but likes and cares about me. I forgave him. So we left and went to a park. He was climbing over everything like a ( Read more... )