I have been having some really fuckedup dreams lately and they are starting to scare the hell out of me. Also I took a pregnacy test today and it was negative and in a very sick way I am saddened by that. I can't really explain how it feels right now... I made a new piece today and have to fix a few things in the morning and then it will be done ( Read more... )

I felt great today. No more school for a few months. I don't have to stress myself to the point of vomiting for a while now WOOHOO! I am working on two different things at the same time and I can't wait to see how they end up. I can finally do MY work but the work I am told to do and can just label my own. I hate college I hate the system I ( Read more... )

I was in the bathroom with my cat (he follows me EVERYWHERE). Well JJ was sitting on the sink top and staring at the water. So I turned the water down a little bit so it was a light stream and then he started putting his face in the water. He hates water but I think he was feeling adventurous. So he kept putting his head closer and closer to ( Read more... )

my grandfather died on tuesday. Hewas a very good man and I loved him very much. I will write about what happened later on. I am not feeling well enough to write about it now.

Kristen

I have been feeling very lost lately. It has been like I am living on my own little planet. I hate school I hate dealing with the everyday shit and I feel that all this shit is pointless. I am very sick but mydoctors can't figure out what is wrong, I am sick of all the bloodwork and shit. I just want to have everything stable or atleast as ( Read more... )

I feel like total crap right now. I have to go over to the hospital to get a cat scan done. I hate getting all this shit done. I have to get a cat scan to see what the fuck is wrong with me. Hopefully they will finally figure me out...

Kristen

Everything has been really fucked up recently. I have been sick for over 4 months now, my sickness changes but I am still sick. I fucking hate it! It went from pelvic shit, to my bruised ribs, to broncitus, a flu/cold/maybe mono, and what is next? I am sick of being sick! I am going to be doing figure modeling soon and if I don't feel better ( Read more... )

I woke-up today scared out of my mind. I was having a really tough time breathing. If this happens again in the morning I am going to call my doctor.

Kristen

I am trying to get my shit together recently. I went and got my books today for school it sucked. They fucked me with the spiked cock of doom. Yeah so I got that shit done and then I was going to get this REALLY beautiful dove that is from a stained glass piece and my body is fucking crazy. Because of how I have been feeling lately everything ( Read more... )

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01. Trainspotting (just rented this tonight)
02. Shrek
03. M
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
09. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the ( Read more... )