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artistiquemommy

Please pray for us.

Oct 11, 2005 19:59

Alayna had to be moved to the main NICU again. She can't keep down any of her formula today and she is just so fussy. They were mainly concerned because the last time she brought up her formula, she also vomited bright yellow, which could be a sign of a stomach blockage. They sent her for a scan of the upper & lower GI tonight to rule out ( Read more... )

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Lurking from Pregnant community! abbygirl14 October 25 2005, 13:22:51 UTC

Hi! I've been gone for a while and hadn't seen you around pregnant so I thought I'd check out you journal. Congratulations!!! I'm not sure if Alayna is home yet or not, but I saw that you were having a hard time with this whole thing and wanted to give you some encouragement. My son was in the nicu for 3 months, 90 full days. It was the longest, hardest times of my life. I had so many breakdowns. One day my husband asked me if I hated God for doing this to us or if I ever said "why me?". I thought about it for a minute and then replied, "Why not me?" "God knows that I can handle this, otherwise he wouldn't have blessed us with such a special miracle baby." There are other people I know who would never be able to deal with it, the stress would eat them alive, just as there are many things that I could never handle, but I was strong enough to visit my son every single day, pump all the time, and do anything I could for my baby ( ... )