I got the nicest e-mail from brad yesterday. "i am sorry i cant write to you or call you as much as i would like to, but i want you to know that my heart is always with you." how sweet ( Read more... )

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It's been a long time since I've updated this. I've been keeping my thoughts to myself. Nothing has changed really. Brad is going to the desert in 8 days. Life is life. Right now, I'm incredibly tired, and the only reason I'm staying awake is to talk to brad. we didnt get to last night, because he was drunk and forgot to call me. so i hope tonight ( Read more... )

I apologize to my new friend Danielle. It's my fault, i should have put the link in my profile. you seem cool tho and id like to be friends with you. so im sorry for that. but hopefully at least i've made a new friend.

What else should i write? hmm the past few days ( Read more... )

i spent a good evening out with Dan and Jay Taylor, which was fun. I'm lucky to have such great friends. Today Caitlins coming to pick me up and take me to the mall with her and her friend. dan wants to meet up there but i dont know if itll work. plus i'll be seeing him tommrow again at the superbowl party ( Read more... )

Good times tonight: Got to Dan's house at around 7. we watched TV.. then we decided to go see Along Came Polly at the allwood theatre. thing is, we only have 12$ between us. so we end up searching for change and we find 10$ and 22cents worth of change. we were going to use this to buy popcorn.. so we head to Pathmark to use the coinstar. pass his ( Read more... )

Last night Brad and I spent like 2 hours on the phone and on-line (same time) sending each other pictures of ugly people or morbidly obese people to laugh at.
That's how i know I love him. Anyone who I can send pictures of someone who's 800 pounds to, and then make fun of them with.. well that's just meant to be right there. :-)

Well I've just finished my workout. almost. i still have to walk for 30 minutes, but that isnt until 8. I've lost 3 pounds over the past 2 days so thats good. only 14 more until I'm 140.. and at 5 foot 8.. 140 pounds isnt bad ( Read more... )

Last night, I mentioned to Brad how i feel, about how I'm so scared to get close to someone because I fear they will leave me. It's not that i think he would leave me intentionally, but the military could always relocate him. Thoughts of this came when he mentioned that in May he has to take a Sgt.'s test, and if he passes he is afraid he will get ( Read more... )