Why

[artosthebear]

Why keep trying when your hardest efforts only produce more failures?

I want to give up.

I want to stop hurting those I love so much.

No photos this time; I hate myself today.

Comments

[necrotek]

i don't know you or the situation, but here is some general encouragement:

if you love them so much, *that* is the reason to keep trying despite the feelings of failure!

and don't forget, this feeling is only temporary, a bad day - it will change. sometimes it takes many failures before you end up with success!

hope you feel better soon!

[artosthebear]

Thanks for the encouragement. I think it may turn around a little bit soon :)

[imminentmadness]

Don't be sad! :( I count on your cheerful presence, and pretty photos, to help me get through the day! :) It's going to be OK.

[artosthebear]

Oh dear. If *I'M* supposed to be the cheerful presence, we're fucked :) It is a little bit better today though.

[imminentmadness]

lol

Well, self-fulfilling prophesy and such, ya know...:)
Glad it's a little better. I sort of know what you're going through and it isn't fun.

[julifish]

Sorry to hear that times are so tough.

Don't hate yourself! No one ever deserves the amount of self-loathing they dole out on those kinds of days. o.O

I hope things turn around for you soon.

[artosthebear]

Things took a bit of an upswing today. I'm hopeful that they'll continue that way, but it will still be a long, and now VERY expensive, process. But my tax refund will help a bit with that, and I'm so fucking desperate right now, I'm willing to pay anything. Thanks for the good thoughts love :)