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Mar 07, 2006 17:30

I freaked out last night. Big time. Worse than I have in years. It started with me being pissed off at a few people, really pissed off & rightfully so. Then that just spread into everything going on in my life & suddenly I didn't know who I was anymore. Quarter-life crisis, Christine called it ( Read more... )

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evilcookie March 7 2006, 23:48:11 UTC
1. I really miss you.
2. I guess you kinda just have to let it happen, as far as how you fix it. I think it's something that just fixes itself once you've realized it?
3. I know how you feel when you say "fuck Rala." I went through that "fuck Azay" thing. It's weird, if I see someone who knew me as Azay, I correct them and say "just call me Ashley, thanks."
4. And mostly, NEVER TRUST A HIPPIE.

xoxo.

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artwh0re March 8 2006, 20:13:09 UTC
I am kind of a hippie, so yeah, I guess that makes sense at the moment.

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ssaydee March 8 2006, 03:21:08 UTC
Hey, I completly ubderstand what your talking about! I go through that alot sometimes its weird. . . I try to just do and be whatever makes me happy and fuck what ever one else thinks, i can tell you i dont have a lot of friends because Im not cool enough for anyone. but i dont really care, i have a kick ass husband and a really cool job... so it works.

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seeinglife March 8 2006, 10:36:01 UTC
Read cards for you last night since you decided to go home and shower before I could. They were... interesting. Current self : 9/s (haunted, nightmares, anxiety, worries, confusion, doubt), outcome : Judgement (rebirth). It's all the side stuff that's really interesting.
I have two more planned in my head. One because clearly there are several options for outcome hinging on your actions, one because I've got a new idea for that pyramid layout I always do -- choose the outcome you want and pull cards for how to get there.
It's the closest I can come to helping you sketch out a really rough map. This and a few other tidbits that are a bit more personal and better explained not on LJ.

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jenocide March 8 2006, 16:11:41 UTC
hey man, I knew you when you were just "paula", when you didnt have ink or piercings, and all that other outward bullshit. and no matter what you've always been the same awesome lady to me. hit me up if you wanna talk. i love ya.

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