hepped up on painkillers, writhing nerves, scoffing at butterscotch shortbread ♥s & coffee kisses ( Read more... )

i've spent the past ? days in slumber {tumbling}; someone said there was so much to dream about.. but i only have mares. nightmares, daymares, doesn't matter which. fond little things that you didn't realise were harmful at all become full of danger {like crayons, like velvet}. sesame street fucking creeps me out. i've been having these mares all ( Read more... )

i started crying tonight because i really wanted a belly full of blueberry pancakes. this was impossible. i also really wanted to play pictionary & pacman. these were impossible too, and even more drastically impossible was the fact that i couldn't play with stars. i mean real ones. their burning qualities and all ( Read more... )

if i have to talk about it, i suppose i have just one real reason why i haven't really been writing anything in lj lately. besides the fact i've been spending twenty hours a day in an empty room with my legs thrown against the wallpaper and my neck becoming numb from writingwritingwriting my novel ( Read more... )

i have given mordicai my

eternal love and,

he has given me his [action blocks].

[makes out with m].

one thing i miss from e2 is the nodeshell challenges. for the uninitiated, a nodeshell is basically the title of the post or entry, so i mean the nodeshell of this post is "shells". which is boring but soon to follow is a list of prettie ones. i don't know, all the nerdy little noders swap each other shells and challenge each other, and well, i ( Read more... )

( i had to save them before it sank. words jumbling out at the keyboard )

• even if it is jingoistic pop and it sucks, even if i always hated it, once i hear a song on e., i will love it forever after.
  
• re: cocktails. fluffy ducks taste exactly like cake. iced vovos do not taste like the biscuit.
  
• remembrance: nasty things i once wanted: dodecahedron fishbowl, holographic pink car.
  
• brunch is such a generous, idle meal. such ( Read more... )

"a vegan diet is materially more efficient than an animal product based diet. by that i mean that you can feed lots more people with grain directly than by feeding that grain to a cow and then killing the cow. in a world where people are starving it seems criminal to fatten up cows with grain that could be keeping people alive."

well, yes. but why ( Read more... )

and well, maynard was in my bar last week after his concert. in my suburb, surrounded by bouncers i am friends with. & well, my stalker sat right next to him. made off with his water bottle. and well,
i didn't go.