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[artysciencegeek]

everytime i walk by a mirror or see my silhouette when no ones around, i always turn to the side and look at how not skinny i am. im alwyas like, man, i should be THIS far across, not what i am. im like ten inches from back to front, and what i do is think that i should be the equivalent to about seven inches across. and i know its not healthy, btu

Comments

[__dancewhore]

i always do that
i think that all girls
are very critical
of their bodies
if it makes you feel better
i think you're quite
a bit smaller than me

[delicioustamale]

yes, i do it too sadly. although i dont wish to be smaller...i wish to be bigger in...well you know what i'm talking about.

[poa_frankiebob]

i liked you title, it made me laugh. and don't worry, i do it all the time. i agree with meg, i think most girls do it and the people who say they don't atre prolly lying.

[zigonbroadway]

Oh Nicole, yes, I do it too. I poke at other problems of my body. You are most definately not fat. And there is one thing I know about myself. If there is something I dislike a lot and can be changed, it can be a big motivation factor for me to do something about it. When I realized I wasn't healthy (you are healthy though) I got off my butt. I stopped eating all crap and went out and did come cardio, which made me feel and look better. If it's my boobs, I wear a flattering top or bra. If it's my hair and I dont have time or effort, I put it up in a ponytail, which I always end up liking for some reason. Girl, I wouldn't even call you chubby. You are normal and healthy.

[artysciencegeek]

tell that to my waist.
you know that flab you get when you sit down and it rolls over your pants and pouches?
i hate that
i saw the pics from my vacation
i looked like absolute crap
it could have been the picture though, because it was a bad one of everything else, but i dont think so. i see those pictures of models in swimsuits and i expect myself to look like that,
even though thats CRAZY

[zigonbroadway]

haha, ok, Nicole, I have that flab that rolls over my jeans when I sit, and I actually do have the belly of some of those models out there. And the magazine model thing is no goal. They touch up the photos, none of them are perfect. They are always hiding something. If it's one thing I learned about the modeling business, it's that.

You're focusing too much on one little feature!! Do you know how beautiful you are? Ok, would you rather have an average tummy and be gorgeous or be a stick and ugly? And lemme tell you, a lot of those models aren't exactly pretty either... it's a totally different world, and it's not reality.

[artysciencegeek]

i guess i dont know how "beautiful" i am. everytime i walk by a mirror im like, gahh! and i see all my flaws. i love my eyes and lips, but my profile is hideous. and i love t-shirts cuz you cant see my rolls.

[jord_147]

uhh Nicole YOU HOT!!

yeah I do the mirror thing too.
everyone does.
*sigh*

when we move to NYC w/ the whole loft thing
we are going to make mirrors that are very extremely flattering
and we shall pick out everything we hate about ourselves for an hour
and then we'll be done doing that FOREVER
and we'll live happily ever after
with only nice people
& hot guys

[zigonbroadway]

OOOO! THAT'S FUN!!! I WANNA DO THAT TOO!!

[artysciencegeek]

i think it will take more than an hour with everyone there, but hopefully not