When I find myself in times of trouble...

[artzydivahuf]

I haven't posted a thing in over two months, since the past two months I've been sick. First it was the inability to keep any food down, then after medications its been other problems. Pain, discomfort, etc and so forth. 2 weeks ago the doctors called and said they had found my last pap smear to be abnormal. Why it took them so long I still am

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[ashe5k]

*hugs* Kepp us in the loop and I'm hoping it's nothing terrible, and if it is we're here for you.

[artzydivahuf]

Thanks Ashe!

Oh my.

[amara_alan]

Hi April,

I hope you will be okay. I know I haven't been able to chat with you, but I do look to do a better job of that. Hang in there okay.

Cedric

Re: Oh my.

[artzydivahuf]

Thanks Ceddie. Its ok, I've been busy too. Hope u find what your looking for!

[joriel]

Well, firstly let me say that the fact that they scheduled the results chat, which they obviously have in their hands, for a week away indicates it's not emergent serious, so that is actually evidence on your side, not the other way.

And while I have never met Chris, I will also point out that he is an adult. He'll make his own choices what he goes through and who he sticks it out with and what is fair. There isn't an issue for guilt here. Human connection is what it is, and it's never perfect. People get sick, crazy, bad timing, a thousand things happen. It's all random chance, and you do the best with what you've got.

*Huggles*

[artzydivahuf]

Hey Dyana chan! Well, they wanted to do it sooner, the results don't come back for awhile to start with, but as soon as the dr had an open spot I couldn't do it because of working. So Monday it is for me. I know I can do it tho.

Yeah Chris is a big boy but I still worry about him. :( I know he will be there for me, he's certainly been there for me when I've been crazy/sick before, and we talked about it last night. Whatever is wrong we'll fix it.

*hugs back*