Havn't really had a whole lot that needed to be said outloud lately. mostly private thoughts and doubts, meh ( Read more... )

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If there is someone you love and can't stop thinking about, copy this into your livejournal.

Since I keep forgetting to post it, and since I've spent too damn much time on lj to be healthy, saying it now :P ( Read more... )

go go gadget ( survey cut! )

So I decided it was time to take this quiz again when I came across it way back in her lj...

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

So... today was my day to read her journal from start to finish... For the most part it was stuff I already knew, there was one bit that was just... too much to handle all at once, and my bad luck it was while I was talking to her, which turned out badly. I'm over that aspect now though. But now I'm hit with just how fast and hard I've fallen ( Read more... )

You know... this is the first time I can recall in recent history having a "sleepless night"

I think I got maybe an hour of sleep for spending almost 10 hours in bed *mutters*

I managed to hurt the person who means most in the world to me tonight... and all because I'm an idiot who can't just trust the people close to me ( Read more... )

You know, for the first time in a very long time... I think I'm happy.

*waits for something to go wrong*