Unloading Some Shit
Feel free to ignore this, I just need to unload a little.
I freaking LOVE the holidays. It's always such a happy time of year bar the annual fight with my parents. This year was different, not a single fight and everyone is happy!
Well, mostly everyone.
I'm surrounded by happy people every day, so why not me? It could be a couple reasons one being a little far fetched and not many of you will believe me.
tl;dr version, I'm usually followed by and have to share my room with ghosts - some negative, others are just... There... Making me cold. This time I've got one that just oozes negativity so that may be one root cause. Doesn't help that it likes touching me in places I don't like being touched.
Another might be because I'm not used to being held up in my house. I'm used to being around people at school. I guess I just need to spend a day with a couple friends but I don't usually like asking my parents to do stuff in case we're busy and I feel like I'm asking too much.
I got to see my girlfriend for a few hours last week and have since texted her a lot and spoken over the phone. I'm feeling too attached but I really just wanna cling to her.
Bottom line is, I'm sad and need some friends to talk to. No words of wisdom or self-help books thrown at me. I just need to get on IM and talk about random shit and be the hyper loser I'm supposed to be!
I freaking LOVE the holidays. It's always such a happy time of year bar the annual fight with my parents. This year was different, not a single fight and everyone is happy!
Well, mostly everyone.
I'm surrounded by happy people every day, so why not me? It could be a couple reasons one being a little far fetched and not many of you will believe me.
tl;dr version, I'm usually followed by and have to share my room with ghosts - some negative, others are just... There... Making me cold. This time I've got one that just oozes negativity so that may be one root cause. Doesn't help that it likes touching me in places I don't like being touched.
Another might be because I'm not used to being held up in my house. I'm used to being around people at school. I guess I just need to spend a day with a couple friends but I don't usually like asking my parents to do stuff in case we're busy and I feel like I'm asking too much.
I got to see my girlfriend for a few hours last week and have since texted her a lot and spoken over the phone. I'm feeling too attached but I really just wanna cling to her.
Bottom line is, I'm sad and need some friends to talk to. No words of wisdom or self-help books thrown at me. I just need to get on IM and talk about random shit and be the hyper loser I'm supposed to be!