I don't feel loved.

I met Jason's family today. I already know his parents but we went to visit his sister and her family because it was his niece's birthday. She turned 6. So there are a bunch of little 5 and 6 year olds running around. There was a clown. I hate clowns. There were lots of farm animals - pigs, sheeps, goats, chickens, etc. I hate most animals, ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haularumdaungum goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Strawberry Shortcake.aprilfresh gives you 12 orange apple-flavoured nuggets.huntington gives you 11 dark blue peach-flavoured gummy bears.khmer420 tricks you! You lose 21 pieces of candy!milkdoll tricks you! You get a broken balloon.penguinlover tricks you! You get ( Read more... )

I am an American, fighting in the forces which guard my country and our way of life. I am prepared to give my life in their defense.Just some of the useless BS I have to memorize for ROTC tomorrow. I should be going to bed since I have to wake up at 4 in the morning. And I have no gas, and no money, and so I "borrowed" $20 from my mom. Yeah ( Read more... )

I didn't go to class yet again. I know I know... I NEED to go. I hung out with Michelle all day. We were supposed to just take her friend to work and then go out to eat, but wow, we got sooooooooo side-tracked ( Read more... )

Ok... I got over being mad at everyone. Jason thought I was mad over the PS2 so he gave it back to Chanta... I don't know why he did that. But anyways. We're ok. He came to my house right as I pull up from the airport and wants to talk. I'm not good at talking when I'm upset. He said he was mad at me for getting upset over dumb things and he' ( Read more... )

Last night was the first night in almost two weeks that I did not sleep in the same bed as him. I miss him ( Read more... )

I left and went to Jason's. We played Street 2 on PS2. I don't play video games, and I told him this. He wanted me to play, so I did, with a warning. I warned him that I never play video games and that I would really suck, so he should go easy. We found out that I am a beast and he made fun of me when I picked my players ( Read more... )

My dad is going back to Iraq again next Tuesday. 3 more days. I have been living at Jason's for the past 10 days. My dad called me Thursday night and told me I needed to come home and we were going to have a 'talk'. I want to quit ROTC. I really don't think the military is my thing, the whole get involved. I have come to the conclusion it's a ( Read more... )

Jason had to surrender his license to a State Trooper when he got pulled over the other day, because he was driving on a suspended license. So... I've been driving him to work 7 in the morning, picking him up from work at 4 when i get out of school. I don't mind doing all of this for him, but I know that in a week or so I'll get really sick of it ( Read more... )