After I finish reading 30 pages out of one book I move on to the next and I keep doing this until all the words become blurry and I wake up from my head hitting the book ( Read more... )

I keep fucking up my journal layout! I don't know how the hell I did it but now I have to fix it! So this will have to do for now. It's yucky.

I made my appointment with the commander...

I'm burnt out from school and work... and frustrated. EHk.

The alarm went off at 4:30am. By 5am I was on the highway towards GMU. 5:30am I met up with the other cadets so we could car pool. We made it there at 6:45 and class started at 7.

This first day was a little intimidating. It made me think about whether I can really do this or not. I want to do this. I would really like to. I just don't ( Read more... )

Sleep... school... work... Jason...

This is my life.

It's getting crazy.

I'm not online as much anymore.

I want a break to breathe.

***Just to let you know I am NOT racist ( Read more... )

Saw S.W.A.T. last night. It was okay, it was unecessarily long. On the way I picked up Lauren from Ft. Belvoir. Yeah, I don't have the officers/military sticker on my car yet and they made me take my car to get it searched even though I had my military ID. There was a huge German Shepherd all in my car sniffing for drugs or bombs or whatever. ( Read more... )

Before I proceeded to take a nap, I told my brother to wake me up at 6:30 so I would have enough time to get to class. This mother fucker played computer games and didn't pay attention to the time. Luckily I woke up right at 7. Class in 20 minutes. I was so pissed, you could practically see the steam coming out of my ears. I unplugged his ( Read more... )

I'm so full I can barely move. Olive Garden suckered me into getting the all you can eat pasta lunch special. I did eat all that I could, and brought some home for my mom. I feel like a balloon with too much air in it, about to explode ( Read more... )

Maybe I was just having 'first day jitters' this past Monday. Today wasn't bad at all. I took LOTS of notes in International Relations. I stayed awake the whole time in Eastern Religion. Someone drank one of my power drinks this morning. Traffic to and from school. Gas prices are ridiculously high. I have no money. I have lots of homework ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that college is not as bad as I made it out to be. My professors promised there would be LOTS of reading and writing ( Read more... )