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[arv0916]

i can feel the blackness pressing on the back of my eyes. this is almost the exact state i was in two years ago. why cant i get over this thing, this big black fierce thing. failure is my worst fear. this is what failure brings.
fuck.

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[pantyclad]

failure brings the black thing, and the black thing is what is pressing against your eyes. and the thing that is pressing against your eyes is...what?

talk to me.

[arv0916]

pressure to be what i thought i could be. depression. shit. that is what the black thing is. i am just throwing myself a pity party i suppose. well oh well i feel i am entitled.

[pantyclad]

well, what did Paul say? something about seeing as if through a veil, unclearly. it's just that we don't get the whole picture or pattern, but there IS a plan. i know that sounds corny as hell though. but you have to trust yourself and your INN-ARDS. your gut, woman. you are meant to do something great. just look at your red ruby lips. YOU ARE DESTINED FOR GREATNESS. i know i sound glib but i mean it. God would not have put such a stupendous, magnetic personality as yourself on this earth to just wither away in a coffee shop serving joe to people like me who, btw, happen to be rad. plz don't hate.