How am I? I'm so used to just saying 'I'm ok' like we all seem to have to do IRL most the time - but truly I guess I'm just up and down
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I'm glad to hear that you're doing well and you like your therapist. Shame about the reaction though :/ I hope my journal isn't triggering for you, I do tend to use lj cuts a lot of the time though so you can swerve it on your friends page!
- still weight FAR to low to be anywhere near healthy - but at least I'm not so scared of it going up - a bit - slowly!!
I've never had body image problems in mirrors. I SEE myself as skinny and ugly-thin, so I'd kind of like a few curves in the right places now. NUMBERS on scales still freak me out when they go up, though. I'm hoping a bit of excersise and TRY a bit of sensuble eating will make some muscle go on and not fat. Gah, I just weird myself out sometimes.
I want to be better but it's still SO hard to hear it right when people say 'oh you're looking better'!! Why?
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I hope my journal isn't triggering for you, I do tend to use lj cuts a lot of the time though so you can swerve it on your friends page!
Happy new year! xx
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I'm glad you're doing better now than in the past.
How's your weight been, if you don't mind me asking?
<3
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- still weight FAR to low to be anywhere near healthy - but at least I'm not so scared of it going up - a bit - slowly!!
I've never had body image problems in mirrors. I SEE myself as skinny and ugly-thin, so I'd kind of like a few curves in the right places now. NUMBERS on scales still freak me out when they go up, though. I'm hoping a bit of excersise and TRY a bit of sensuble eating will make some muscle go on and not fat. Gah, I just weird myself out sometimes.
I want to be better but it's still SO hard to hear it right when people say 'oh you're looking better'!! Why?
xx. T.
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