"Both Sides Now."
Just... thoughts. I need to vent...ish. Sort of. IDK.
So first of all... Well, I'm still trying to process. My brain is on overdrive while I try to figure out how I'm supposed to feel about all this. And by all this, I obviously mean the ending, because I'm a rabid Huddy-shipping whore and afjdsklghdjnksfal.
For two weeks, I've been randomly thinking, basically "SEX." Or having the urge to just spit it out. "SEX!" "HUDDY SEX!"
A few minutes ago I had this urge to scream "NO SEX?" But it must be said that that attitude actually took a few minutes to set in. After all, I was sitting there in shock while the episode was going. That tiny part in the back of my mind was screaming "FASJDKFLHDSJKFLDS SEXSEXSEX NO SEX SFJDSKLFAS WHAT? WTF????" But the scene. The scene was beautiful.
You know, they started zooming in on House's face and it was like, "okay, something's going on," and I got sucked in and it was confusing and then suddenly it was heart-breaking and, and... this. Argh.
I want to strangle Howard Shore. I want to strangle him while groveling at his feet, because as much as I advocate for Huddy!sex (ha, there comes my rabid fangirl again), the personalities are so, so, SO much more important than that. Suddenly he's lost it. He knows he has, and he knows he needs her and he's not afraid to say it this time because he's totally out. Oh gosh, I don't even know how to VOICE how I feel about this.
The point is that it was gorgeous in so many ways.
And we know that he WANTED to have that relationship with her. He wanted to give in and tell her he needed her and have her stay. That says SO much.
I don't know. More thoughts later, maybe. I need more time to process and figure this mess out.
So first of all... Well, I'm still trying to process. My brain is on overdrive while I try to figure out how I'm supposed to feel about all this. And by all this, I obviously mean the ending, because I'm a rabid Huddy-shipping whore and afjdsklghdjnksfal.
For two weeks, I've been randomly thinking, basically "SEX." Or having the urge to just spit it out. "SEX!" "HUDDY SEX!"
A few minutes ago I had this urge to scream "NO SEX?" But it must be said that that attitude actually took a few minutes to set in. After all, I was sitting there in shock while the episode was going. That tiny part in the back of my mind was screaming "FASJDKFLHDSJKFLDS SEXSEXSEX NO SEX SFJDSKLFAS WHAT? WTF????" But the scene. The scene was beautiful.
You know, they started zooming in on House's face and it was like, "okay, something's going on," and I got sucked in and it was confusing and then suddenly it was heart-breaking and, and... this. Argh.
I want to strangle Howard Shore. I want to strangle him while groveling at his feet, because as much as I advocate for Huddy!sex (ha, there comes my rabid fangirl again), the personalities are so, so, SO much more important than that. Suddenly he's lost it. He knows he has, and he knows he needs her and he's not afraid to say it this time because he's totally out. Oh gosh, I don't even know how to VOICE how I feel about this.
The point is that it was gorgeous in so many ways.
And we know that he WANTED to have that relationship with her. He wanted to give in and tell her he needed her and have her stay. That says SO much.
I don't know. More thoughts later, maybe. I need more time to process and figure this mess out.