so tomorrow is...

[aryikababe]

my birthday. wahoo...one more day and i won't be a teenager anymore. It's sad and kinda exciting at the same time. bittersweet. Anyway, that brought me to thinking about lots of things lately, mostly my friends. The only time i write on this thing is when i'm depressed about stuff, so i can tell you right now it's probably going to be depressing

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[_palak_]

You shouldn't be so worried about letting go over your past, that its going to change your world drastically. You can completely forget about your past if you wanted to, but that wouldn't change the impact it had on you and your life. Your past makes you who you are, so in essence you never really leave it behind. As we get older certain aspect of our persona changes, but I think a better way to view it is just that more stuff gets added to you. Old stuff isn't replaced by the new. It is kind of like one of those rubber band balls, you at your birth is way down at the bottom, and you when your 80 and saggy =P is close to the top. You at 80 is built upon you at 1 though, and so forth, it may be kind of hidden but its still there. You can look at it the same way with your friends, those people influenced you and had a big impact on your life. They helped to make you who you are. They are one of those rubber bands on the ball. Even if you slowly forget about them and move on, their influence on you never goes away. It is hard to let go

[_palak_]

oops and happy bday haha =P. Wish I could edit a reply, or maybe ya can and im just a livejournal noob.

[aryikababe]

i dont know who this is, but i didn't add you. sorry.