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[as_mona_says]

I'm going to start off with one subject per entry, so as not to confuse anyone. Love, work, life, school, friends.. one per entry, because it's been a long time and I have a lot of catching up to do

Comments

[retro_modernist]

I agree with how you're dealing with Rich. Not tha you want or need my approval, I'm just saying I get it. Nick and I talk now... Not gonna get back together or anything cuz like... he has a girlfriend. But my friends dont even get why I still talk to him. And really it doesn't matter. It isnt for anyone else to understand. We still care for eachother. Everyone else can fuck off.

So yes, SO happy for you.

[as_mona_says]

I'm glad that you and Nick talk now. I always wondered what happened with that. Give me a breakdown, did he ever tell you what the fuck went wrong with him in the end? He became a real dick.

Are you okay with being friends? Like, do you feel like friends is all you want?

Spill your guts!

[retro_modernist]

So what happened was... yes he was a gigantic dick to me. We've since discussed it. And he's apologized profusely for everything he ever did. In detail... over and over. He still apologizes. He's a good person who has made some very very bad choices. He's young... younger than I am. I'm 25, he's 23. And he's just very immature. Basically what happened was he just wasn't ready. He didn't communicate that with me. Holding feelings in is just bad. Had I moved there he would have been my only friend... my only family. If we got into a fight I couldn't just leave. Not at first anyhow. And that was just too much pressure for him. He just flipped out and pushed me away

[boxsofrain]

I am SO happy for you. I misssed you dammit. =)

[ex_binocula]

it is nice to hear from you :)

[dog_named_fish]

I'm glad to hear you're happy and out of you're reclusive state, you desverve it.

[jourdannex]

As strange as it sounds to hear from LJ, I am glad to know you are well :) I have missed you writing from your other journal.