I reconcile with people most of the time only because I am trying to be polite. Forgiveness does not always mean friendship and it does not mean that every thing that you have done along with your nasty habits have been forgotten. I reconciled with you to rid myself of the need to be hostile towards you and not so I could give you great ( Read more... )

I am trying to be happy in spite of all the disappointments. I should stop hoping because no matter what I do, people will always fail me. Nothing will ever be done right and nothing will ever match my expections and my standards.

I'm into you like I'm into bad movies with bad reviews. I am hoping that the critics are wrong and there's a poignant storyline that will change my life anyway.

Aby

I want to write a long-ass entry about something but what I want to say is best said through Justin Timberlake's song...

What goes around comes back around.

How do you expect me to live my life when I am faced with a need to pick between two things with seemingly unpleasant consequences.

I was really planning on deleting this journal already but then I remembered that all my travel stories are here and I really don't want to forget them. So I'm going to keep this here for a while.

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Why you have to be so cool around everybody.

The problem is PENIS, no ESTROGEN.
Remember that in Grey's Anatomy?

So which one is it?

I'm sick of being treated like nothing
Maybe for once in my life I want to be the first on someone's list
I want to be wanted and not be one of the many options.
I want someone to want me with the same wanting and desire that I have for people.