so i havent heard from my lover in about 4 days, kind of bummed really, but i understand hes been really busy lately, but still... i just miss him... and i love him, but i just wish i had more alcohol to drown my sorrows in... well lets see, i have to be gone for 4 days straight, i dont wanna go... but its so i can earn some extra money, maybe i ( Read more... )

another day has passed me by well so far i guess im ok... no im not ok i hate being away from him and to think he has the nerve to re-up for 15 more yearsoh well i guess they always say the first deployment is the hardest ( Read more... )

Well uh so far ive survived these couple days well 6 days to be exact i think im doing ok... oh no im not... i miss him so much its like a peice of my heart was taken away, and its depressing me, not in a good way but in a bad way, well being depressed for me is one thing but without my Jacob, its like my therapist means nothing well, anyway i got ( Read more... )

Body: It was Oct. 1998 ( Read more... )

Ok hi... as everyone knows yesterday was my bday... it was fun and i had a blast with my hubby... we stayed up all night till he had to go... he left me... but its not his fault its that stupid army... i tried so hard not to cry but i couldnt help it i just did and ive been crying randomly all day especially since i have no one here to talk to ( Read more... )

I never thought I would like somebody like you ( Read more... )

1. What time is it? 12.44pm ( Read more... )

WOW i have an interview tomorrow im so excitedi so hope i get this job anyway uhm i also have a doc appointment tomorrow too... but today was interesting Jake gets to stay home all day cuz he got pink eye from an alergies ( Read more... )

Oh so i've come to the conclusion that i dont like my mother-in-law i know thats a bit sad considering i did give her the benefit of the doubt and well now she cant pay off the debt she put my husband in all because when he was in Korea she put bills in his name and never paid them off, YEAH THATS FUCKIN STUPID and needless to say shes been in jail ( Read more... )

Man, talk about feelin alone... i mean ok i have one friend in this area and he cant drive so im just like damn, cuz my car is never here and well not to mention i dont like the idea of me sittin around, i mean im collecting unemployment, i have a potential job, but my printers' not working, so i gotta wait till i can print it out and then maybe i ( Read more... )