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I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I will not listen to yuo when you say I can no longer speak to him.
I'm sorry that I disagree with you when you say he needs to know he has noone.
I'm sorry that I will let him know I am here for him and try to help him on to the proper path.
It's ridiculous. He may not be my biological cousin but he is still my family. Yes he may not be the best kid pout there but for god sakes give him a chance. Everysingle person in this family should be ashamed of themselve, you all just turned your back on him as if he were some lost cause, a waste of time. Have you ever spoken to him, properly? No, none of you have. You automatatically assume hes this basterd child. Hes almost 19 for fuck sakes. He is indeed old enough to make his own decisions and he isn't always going to obey his parents, but that in no way means shun him. I can't do that. I can't be like you guys, I can't stand to think that he thinks he has noone to talk to to turn to for advice for help for anything. It makes me sick to my stomach to think how he is treted. I know you are trying to look out for me in the sense that you don't want me to get involved in what he is dealing with, but I do have a brain and Im not stupid. I don't do coke or crack I dont have guys chasing me down each night and putting a base ball bat t my ribs. I dont have guys threaten me and put guns in myface becasue I owe them money, nor do I plan to. Even if he did run away and come here no guy is going to chase him all the way to Toronto and you are overreacting. No one is going to put a gun to my face. Be realistic here people. He needs help and if you aren't going to help him and be there I sure as hell will be. So Im sorry it pisses you off and that im not listening but he is family whether you will all admit it or not and he has made mistakes and he clearly can't get out of them himself so why am I the only one with a heart. Help him for god sakes. He needs you. Just like he needs me. If I dont who else will?