Can you never just leave me alone ( Read more... )

It appears as though I have no life what so ever! I have heard so many little sayings over the past week and finally today I just sat down and thought about them and a lot of them are really quite stupid ( Read more... )

What do you do when your world seems to be crashing down all around you and you can not do anything but watch and wonder what is going to crumble next ( Read more... )

I called Justin last night at about 12 in the morning to find out he was pissed and still is because I am a spoiled brat who gets everything handed to me on a silver platter. I hurt him by saying that the hotel was dirty and stupid comments I made because I felt weird being in a fucking hotel not to mention that particular hotel with him. What was ( Read more... )

I brought Justin to my school on Friday. 1. So I could see my friend Jenn in her play which I missed anyway. and 2. because I had to hand in my Shaw money to my teacher which I ended up just giving to danine to give to him anyway. And I am kind of worried about her because she went into Emergency today because she exploded her apendix So I hope she ( Read more... )

Yea so I did my exam today for Studio Cabaret, and I fucked up so badly. Everyone did so well and I blew it ( Read more... )

At first I was confused about whether or not I would be better off going back to Steve or to Justin and as much as I care about Steve I can not bring myself to do that. It was even wierder that I then listened to a favorite song that reminded me of the Steve sitch so yea ( Read more... )

So today was almost a complete and total waste of time. I did like absolutely nothing in drama except go over in my head my character because I already did the analysis and my group did not. So I had nothing to do all period. Second period was very much the same story. Absolutely a waste of my fucking time. However, I did spend a lot of the period ( Read more... )

I am so happy my dad does not hunt therefore we do not own a gun because I would have shot myself in the head by now.Everything is driving me to the brink of insanity and I can not handle everyone and all of this pressure ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning stressed out of my mind about all that is going on. I woke up earlier then I had to and could not go back to sleep, which is a bitch. I got to school and immediately went to student services to get my nominations sheet. I have decided to run for my high schools student council. I am going for dance/Prom co-ordinator. I am ( Read more... )