i find that i have become quite moody

[asdf]

its strange, unlocking this different regions, areas of my mind and myself. unlocking, and making them stay unlocked. i seem to be forgetting. its a battle with myself, to remember the bases for what i do, for why i live. i forget, and hard as i try i can't remember what it was that i really wanted so badly to do today, what was the reason to

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analysis:

[asdf]

what this is, its the self conscious experience of the repression defense mechanism.

[mrrranda]

You're only in trouble when you stop being someone that you would personally admire... I suspect most people's lack of direction comes from a lack of interest in oneself. And the two perpetuate each other....

[yammykins]

did you notice?
while you were thinking about locks and walls, i was dreaming of similar images.