that was so real i dont feel so alone ne more i used to cut and ive since stopped but sometimes ive questioned why i stopped seeing as when i was still doing it no one knew and everything was just better then it is now. I feel so much more insecure now. when i was little i was paranoid that i wa attached to a string and that ne minute the person at the other end was gonna pull me back and kill me i would constantly look over my shoulder and i couldnt sleep in the dark...then i cut and it seemed to go away...now that im getting help i feel paranoid again i have to sleep with music on or the tv to make it seem like someones there protecting me...after looking at this it makes me realize that all im doing is fighting it and ive got to keep fighting untill i get better and only think of it as a rough patch in my life thank u
Thank you. :) I copied it to my user info page. I deal with severe depression that comes and goes. I haven't been suicidal in a long time, but I've been there too. I understand. {{hug}}
it's been a long time since i've been that way, but it won't be forgotton. and i'm not realy sure i want to. i think if i forgot, it would actually be easier to become that way again.
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thank you.
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i dont feel so alone ne more
i used to cut and ive since stopped but sometimes ive questioned why i stopped seeing as when i was still doing it no one knew and everything was just better then it is now. I feel so much more insecure now. when i was little i was paranoid that i wa attached to a string and that ne minute the person at the other end was gonna pull me back and kill me i would constantly look over my shoulder and i couldnt sleep in the dark...then i cut and it seemed to go away...now that im getting help i feel paranoid again i have to sleep with music on or the tv to make it seem like someones there protecting me...after looking at this it makes me realize that all im doing is fighting it and ive got to keep fighting untill i get better and only think of it as a rough patch in my life
thank u
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thanks. *hug*
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