fuck my best friend of 10 years. fuck her. she goes off to college just to realise shes too fucking cool to even talkto me. she did not talk to me for a whole fucking month, when she was down here.. DID NOT EVEN FUCKING CALL ONCE. so i asked her, what the hell is up. and all she said was "things got weird, i didnt know how to reply to u anymore ( Read more... )

lj. you suck.

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i feel bad saying this now, cuz of the unfortunate break that lydia and crell are having, but today i realised something, that when u really need something, things work out ( Read more... )

im sick of being sick.
poor chris has the stomach flu.
we have both been bed ridden for a week!!!!

i missed my dance class :(

Find a damn hobby!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats why im taking belly dancing classes every thursday for an hour.. i hope i love it!!!!

i wish i had someone to talk to. everyone needs somone to talk to. Ya know, to bitch to, gossip to, to bs with and to confide in. Talk about everything and anything. but i do not have that. i have christopher, but somethings he doesnt undersatnd. that only a girl could understand. i was never one of those girls whoa ll they need is a boyfriend, i ( Read more... )

christmas was wonderful. we spent the day before x mas eve with chris's family. chris was so happy to see them, because they actaully treated him like family and they spoiled him rotton for xmas. wich was wondrful to see. he deserves it ( Read more... )

please. pitty me. 
6 days, NO POWER. 
im tired, im dirty, im stinky, im bitchy, im everyting.

I WANT FUCKING POWER.

offer me a home to stay at please, our house is 41 degrees!

*my dad called the place, they wont get it up for a week they said.*

god i hope they are exaggerating.

im at the library. i hate not having the internet and tivo. AND NO THIS ( Read more... )

i totally got all A's this quarter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fucking tight.

im so bored rite now. its not even funny. maybe i will just go to sleep.
the wind is going crazy out side. i keep thinking somone is walking on teh cat walk outside my bedroom. its scary!