im typing again on my computer...my father is putting more and more restrictions on me going out and having fun...i do't know what to do or how to react...he won't pay for my meds, he won't let me go out and be with my friends, he won't take care of me now!!! i feel like he wants to just watch me die. honestly that's how i feel. my mom is fighting ( Read more... )

just one of them days that a girl goes through!!!! oh my goodness!!! well the day was cool...i went to keenon's house with micheal...my time there was good i really enjoyed my "family"! "dad" got a puppy! he's the cutest thing i've ever seen! he doesn't really like me though, but i don'r care, 'cuz i like him just he same ( Read more... )

im being held hostage in my own home!!! my father claims that he tries to protect me, but yet he yells and complains about what a burden i am to take care of!!!! dammit!!! i don't want to be mad at him, but he's really not helping!!! i mean i love my dad...i really do and it hurts me that me that it has to be this way between me and him...i wish ( Read more... )

okay so yeah...im on the phone with my "mom" right now...my father wants to kick me out of the house because they can't take care of me anymore. does that make any sense whatsoever ( Read more... )

i saw the dance show last night and im going again tonight!!!!!!!!!! im so proud of my "parents"!!! i was so excited for them, you'd think that i was in the show! i was soo happy for them ( Read more... )

okay...today was fun, i didn't feel good at all! AT ALL!!! i tried to hold it together though. im getting worse i can feel it...wanna know how bad it's been? today when i was waiting for the class to start, i fell asleep at the piano, THE PIANO!!!!! i was only sitting there for five minuets! that's really bad...its the chemo, it makes me sooo ( Read more... )

I am fucking PISSED OFF!!!! I am pissed the fuck off ( Read more... )

yeah i went to tiajuana to see my cousins...they meet us halfway, becuase i can only travel so far....there is a reason why i don't live there!!! I love my family, but for the love of pete ( Read more... )

okay hi y'all ( Read more... )

well i've successfully figured out that my ability to talk comes and goes...one minute i sound like im deaf and the other im back to my old self again. but the more that i talk the more i can gain control over my speech, which is okay now, becuase i've learned how to manage my talking. Im still going to speech therapy though. oh well ( Read more... )