U don't know me, I was just bored and reading people's LJ's but I am going through the same thing as you. I though, only know 2 people who are suffering. My grandma has stomach cancer which spread throughout her whole body recently. She tried Chemo, but nothing, the cancer was too much, now she weighs to little to continue w/ anymore Chemo. The sad thing is is that she was the last person I thought would be dying right in front of my eyes, she was always so healthy and had so much energy. It took me a long time to even see her or call her b/c I didn't want to sit there and make small talk w/ her and have her act like everything was ok when really...she's dying. I have moved past my selfishness and realized that there is nothing else I can do, and that nature is going to take it's course no matter if I'm there or not, so all I can say is be with the ones you love as much as you can b/c you never know when they aren't going to be there anymore. Cancer is a scary thing, and no matter how much you may be scared, they are terrified. I know
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Thank you for your kind words, they mean a lot.
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Ashley
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