i don't know how they do it but every time i'm about to leave they throw out some sort of incentive to stay. this time it's make your own 40 hr schedual with at least one weekend day and you won't have to deal with and freight or customers unless we are in dire need. i made several people promise me that as soon as i get my licens back i put in my ( Read more... )

things are becoming more and more difficult it seems. we had 2 people quit at work so tstead of going to marie's memorial i had to work. she's being burried at montecello and as soon as i find out exactly where i'm going to take a drive to visit the site and give my final words. haven't decided if i want to do this alone or not, but i did make one ( Read more... )

oh and my computers dead, so i now have no instant messaging. i'm using one of dads old laptops for web browsing and thats about it.

today i got the call i had been dreading for some time. at the age of 26 a good friend of mine who had lived with skin cancer since the early years of her life passed away ( Read more... )

thank you ali and liz for a wonderful night at nations final show T.T ( Read more... )

i have finaly settled back into my parents apt in alexandria. i have been enjoying hanging out and relaxing (michell if your didnt know i bogarted your ren and stimpy cds ^.^ ill return them soon, i promise ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning knowing something was gone, i knew it had been gone for awhile but i had fooled myself into beleiving it wasnt true. as i came face to face with this reality i heard voices in my heard ( Read more... )

for those of you out of the loop wondering where i have been, i have just retuned from my two week stay at richmond city jail for a bogus driving charge. i will fill everyone in once i get back from my family thing in NC mon night.

and no i did not drop the soap

so tired ( Read more... )

I'm not dead

...i just can't find the mystical land of sober.

i might have left it somewhere near the magical lane of shotglasses.

*passes out*