...bored...

[ash_a_wee]

im sittin here in wpi thinkin once again...thinking of me in general...and only one thing comes to my mind...my weight...why do i always think im some fat person, when im really pretty skinny...i don't like my stomach and i want it to be smaller...but all my friends say it doesn't have to be...sometimes i jsut disagree...i don't know...i just don't

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Ash you are not fat

[anonymous]

How can I look up to you as my role model if you think you are fat. Don't turn into mom. That would mess me up and my life. It would mess me and my life up because I wouldn't have any role models. So promise me you will never think you are fat because you definitely aren't. Bye

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[ash_a_wee]

wow, now i feel stupid, thanks for that information...yeah i realize that im not fat, but i always seem to think that i have to be better...remember hun, im here for whenever u need someone, and taht's a promise, im not goin to turn into mom, not even close...i love you forever no matter what...im not goin to turn into that kind of person, that's what im afraid of anyhow...knowin that u care that much makes me want to be the person i already am...i know i have a lot of people that care about me soo much and without all them i don't have a clue what i would do...thanks for believin in me and caring...now i know what i really should do and that i will try to do...with knowing that people care about me, im goin to get through these thoughts...but if i dont' have anyone by my side, im just goin to be someone i don't want to be...i love you all and thanks for tryin to help...