i started talking to jeff again...and everytime i do i think about tim and if he's goin to get mad at me for it...he prolly thinks that im goin to leave him for jeff...but everytime i talk to him i realize more and more how much im in love with tim...mostly because everytime i talk to jeff i think about all the wrong things that happened between us ( Read more... )

there's been a bunch of things on my mind lately...but those things are not goin to let me down...ive been happy lately and nothing is goin to change that...im babysitting Nolan right now...he's such a cutie!! Cait's here with me, so i have someone to talk to now, instead of sittin here by myself...she's one awesome friend...i couldn't ask for ( Read more... )

yeah...i had a really good conversation with kyle gadaire...weird i know, i don't realy talk to him but we talked nonstop for like an hour and a half...about everything...we both opened up to eachother...he seems like a really nice guy...a good friend...it was cool...yeah i have to find a date for him so he'll go to the prom...no kid can miss the ( Read more... )

im thinking about everything going on...if im good enough for my bf and if im a complete moron like i think i am...i wish i could be what my parents want me to be, and i try so hard to accomplish that but it seems like everything i do is never good enough for them...and it sucks...i guess i just want to know that i am the person that i can be and ( Read more... )

IM IN LOVE WITH HIM!!

several people have told me to update my journal so here it goes...im at jess' house, i just woke from my nap, so now i can watch the baseball game...GO SOX!! Today i went to the school after school with jess...it was fun, we watched steve and tim play basketball...and then that got dull so we left...we went to stephs house and we got balls!!! ( Read more... )

i had so much fun at julies house last night!! it was awesome...
i wanna tell him how i feel, but im afraid that he may not feel the same. I guess i'll have to wait.
<3Ashley

yeah i don't know what happened on friday during english, but all of a sudden i started crying...i don't know why...it was strange...but my friends and tim helped me out so that's a good thing...i guess i just had so much built up inside of me that i exploded...whatever...i'll figure out what to do...i don't know waht to write so i'll update lata. ( Read more... )

babysitting again...prolly goin to be doin it for a couple more hours!! anyway...tim is at steves house and i can't see him...:( its sad...hopefully ill be done before he leaves but i doubt it...anyway...i kinda am upset...i dont know i guess i have a lot goin on n my mind...nothing about tim, im so in love kid...but i don't know whats goin on ( Read more... )

again i was told to update my journal...here goes nothing ( Read more... )