I'm officially a huge asshole.

But, don't hate the playa, hate the game.

And then there's the days where everything is like a dream and I can't even feel my feet touching the ground.

It's going to be so hard. I dont like to cut ties. But it's come to the point where if it does not get better, I have to.

This is going to suck.

Do I go for something new? Or do I fall back into what's comfortable and go for something in the past?

I dont know, but you confuse the hell out of me.

Life is so complicated. One day you can feel like you're making so much progress in the right direction. Then one small thing can happen and it's like you're back to square one.

i'm in my 20's now? ugh.

p.s. i have a stomach bug and it sucks.

"My fingertips are holding on to the cracks in our foundation,
And I know that I should let go
But I can't."

Things seem to be turning around...

Don't want to jinx it though, lol.

So this is what it feels like.

Like a big hole was just punched in my chest, and it hurts for no damn reason all the time.

So I was supposed to take 495 home all the way from Lowell today. But...I saw a sign on the way home on the highway for Route 2 - Boston. I couldn't resist. I took the ultimate detour from 495 to take Route 2 East through towns I can't even remember, just so that I could drive through Boston ( Read more... )