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[ash_kem]

i'm worried that no one is ever gonna love me because i'm so crazy... and so different... i'm worried that no guy is ever gonna be able to deal with me and the things i say and do and feel... i'm worried that i'm just gonna have shitty relationships all my life... like my mom had with daryl... she wasted all those years of her life on that jerk...

Comments

[meganicole]

Ash I'm proud of you too... and sometimes I don't know the REAL me and have lots of problems too. I love you Ash.

[. iT's oK tO bE DiFfErEnT .]

[ang_07]

aSh * giRL i always get so sad reading your journal entries because in a way it's almost like it's us (your friends) who have let you down through all this. We've been so busy w/ our own lives, our own problems, having our own fun that we don't seem to take the time to stop and realize the friends we've become apart from along the way, we just pick up new ones and act as if nothings changed just because we still say hi when we see each other. It's our senior year babygirl and we're about to go off into all kinds of directions and maybe not even see each other again (hopefully NOT!) but you know what, you'll always know which of your friends were the truest, and the realest, they're the ones who've always been there no matter what even if we've all grown apart, gone our own ways into our own groups or whatnot. You're not alone Ash, we all feel left out sometimes when people don't include us in something fun that's going on. I mean of my friends they'll go out all the time w/o asking me to do anything and I feel left out all the

AsH BaBy...

[anonymous]

Ash BaBy.....you need to stop being down on yourself you are so freakin smart....i am jus going to beat Randy up for you then you wont have to worry about him any more....you need to get happy and you are going to get happy im going to make you and i cant wait till volleyball is over cause we need to hang out more.....i mean a lot more....CHEER UP i dont like seeing you sad....and you kno you can talk to me whenever you need to or if you dont even feel like talkin to me about it i understand that too cause i know how you are about those things but i jus wanted to let you kno that you can if you ever needed too....oh and the next home game you are callin in sick or i am for you and you cant stop me or i will beat you up lol
I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
Amb*

YAY!!!

[some1toluvme]

Yay Ash I am sooooooo PROUD of you for making homecoming court! I love you baby n I wish you luck girl-- I no its hard cuz all of your friends are on it but Its an honor to even make it--- thats how I felt :)

Love ya-BrI