jonny was wierd last night when i spoke with him. it made me feel uncomfortable. he always sounds like he doesnt want to talk to me ( Read more... )

so, as you all know its a new year. and this time last year i was in florida with jonny spending time with shannah ( Read more... )

so jonny has been reading my livejournal...that makes me feel weird.

because i tell my life story up here and he wont tell me anything about his life.

i will move on. i just wish it would happen a little faster since he doesnt care about me at all.

first off...today i realized that i could be the bad guy ( Read more... )

lifeless as i breathe you in, lungs collapse, but im still alive with you inside.

im crazy...i get that ( Read more... )

tomorrow is friday the 13th, how exciting.
i also have to work tomorrow.
tomorrow is brandons party.
which means it will probably be the scariest day of my life.
lets wait and find out.
i think im close to quitting life in general
shoot me.

an asshole called me today ( Read more... )

its getting late and once again im getting upset ( Read more... )

i have had a crush on the same guy since i was 14. nothing in return but the ocassional hug. which im sure he can not stand ( Read more... )