yesterday was a long ass day i got in a fight with some black girls at lunch and i had to go talk to mrs holman forever...but its all starighten out so i'm not goin to worry about it...i went to the tannin bed yesterday and i layin in there to long and now my boobs and ass are burnt along with everything else...gym was hard today i couldn bend my ( Read more... )

today was a ok day...i started tanning today thank gosh...i was gettin depressed...i was gettin so dang white and i can't be havin that...today was random today this guy i had a major crush on in high school that graduated last year told me he had feelings for me and wanted to make a relationship with me...i'm so confused...if he would have told me ( Read more... )

the other day i had some really mean thing wrote in my buddy profile guestbook...it said that simon wrote it...but he saidhe didn...we got in a huge fight...then he called me last night and we talked everything over...i think we just have bad communication...but we are startin to understand eachother i'm glad we talked last night i feel much better ( Read more... )

i can't get simon out of my mind...i never wanted it to end this way...what have i done...i never wanted us to hate eachother...now he hates me and i can't do anything to change that i have messed up...i alwayz find a way to mess up everything...what hurts the most is that he said everything was my fault and that i had problems and i needed help... ( Read more... )

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!*OMG---kevin is drivin me crazy...he keeps on blowin his nappy breathe on my hair...:( joe is tryin to fix my journal but i don't think he knows what he is doin...i'm so ready to go then i have to go with stace` to get a oil change...jon is on his why to Atlanta...i'm sad i won't get to see him till feb 2...that is his 20th birthday...i can't wait ( Read more... )

yesterday i found out a lot of info on my ex simon that he was cheatin on me before we broke up...so i believed what i heard so i texted him and told him that i hated him and he called me and said that i was a bitch and that he hated me and he never wanted to talk to me again...and that i never loved him and that is bullshit...he never loved me b/c ( Read more... )

last night was the worst night ever...first me and jon and kellen went to caseys house...he was havin a party and i was about to go to sleep at like 5 and yawned really big and my jaw popped out of plce and i could not shut my mouth it was the worst feelin i couldn't wake jon up b/c he was drunk so i had to get casey and riann up and they had to ( Read more... )

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