This is going to be a great weekend. My swelling has gone down alot ever sence I got my wisdom teeth removed. I have a little swelling on the right side left, but for the most part I look normal. This Friday I finnaly get to see Jaimie, I haven't seen her lately, because I've ether been in too much pain, been too high on my medication, or was ( Read more... )

....I need a good sword fight so bad. Ever sence Andrew left for his training, I've had nobody to fight lately and I think I'm loosing my skill.(even though theres no real way to tell) I can't even fight Busguy for lack of weaponry. Danmit I need to fight, I've actaully began to dream about it....grr, I haven't even been careing my sword at my side ( Read more... )

In Your Memory ( Read more... )

Well I saw a recruitment officer today, and decided to join some branch or other of the military, probably the national guard, or navy(a.k.a the sea ninja). I'm not joining for any real honorable reason....but who the hell is? I'm joining for the free college, and UBER benefits....I'm almost looking forward to basic training, and the only qualm I ( Read more... )

ya....I never actually slept last night...well I got 2 hours at 8a.m, but that hardly counts....anyway, it was really cathartic suprisingly enough. Well you know how most people get drunk off there ass when they're depressed? Well thats really what it was for me, well my version of that at the least. When I'm extremely tired I'm incompetent, and ( Read more... )

well I got on to post......but I just relized..I need green tea.........

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....I think I'm breaking......I can't think like I used to. My emotional state is a wreck, I feal angry, sad, loving, hating, all at random with no cause what so ever. I don't feal like I should, anymore. My fealings don't make sence to me anymore, nor do the people I see.I look back at my old life with envy and longing when now I see the truth of ( Read more... )

I've gained a new addiction.....RUNESCAPE....everyone...has herd someone refor to this game, in some joke maybe, or like one would talk of atari, or nintendo....its one of those classics you look at, maybe double take, but never actually play. It looks boring, and yet its one of the most addictive games I've ever played ( Read more... )

....I believe I've lost the ability to cry.....as a child I was an exessive crier, and I think around middle school I just stoped.....I remember when I was very young, any time I got in trouble I would cry....It didn't matter what it was at all. If I caused my parents any grief (Even if they didn't mention it) I would cry histeracley....And this ( Read more... )