i just got back from montreat yesturday, and just ended a two week hiatus with christopher. i feel so much better now!!! i've been kinda down & out & angry to say the least. we were just fighting, and needed some space. but now i'm sick cos the stupid mountain air, but i'm sure i'll be fine. anyway, montreat was good again this year, and i got ( Read more... )

you ever have a day when everything you did was wrong, no matter how you did it, even if you did it every way possible? you couldn't brush your hair or teeth right, you couldn't do your make up right, put on the right clothes, wear the right shoes, or even talk right? you couldn't even breath right?

you ever have days you just want to die?yea

no i didn't die. i feel like it but nope, hasn't happened yet. i'm really tired. i haven't been able to sleep right for almost a week now. my stomach hurts, too. i really need a new job. really really bad. there's this place called SMI i could work at, but i don't know. i'd only make $200 every two weeks. i mean i don't make much over that ( Read more... )

ah yea, it's me again. i'm so sleepy. i have to be at work at 8 in tha morning, i'm so tired!!! anyways, so things are going good. prom is next friday, and uhm, i don't have a dress still! see, i got one, but i wasn't feelin it. lol, i'm a tag ripper, and well, it had been almost a week and the tags were still on it, hanging in the lil plastic ( Read more... )

soooo yea last night there was bad weather, and scaryness! but not really. anyway, i just got home a lil while ago from work. i got my stuff from the bank in, as in my application and stuff! well, i'm going to see christopher some time tonight. i went to see him at work on my way home, he's so cute, doin his work, and stuff! anyways, well, i'm ( Read more... )

sorry, i know it's been like, 80million five days, but yea, i'm busy! i have a life outside here ya'know! whether or not you believe that is up to you. hehe, anyways, me and christopher have been together over a year now, and it's crazy, lemmy tell ya. i'm happy, and proud, and stuff, and yea! i like it! hehe, *gah, i'm kinda hungie!* anyway, i ( Read more... )

anyway, i'm sitting here, waiting on christopher to call, gah i can't type today. so i've been trying to squeaze in emily time, but it's hard her being grounded as shit and all. but we hung out sunday and yesturday, we played tennis both days, and sunday, i found out the reason kristin "hates me for no reason". leigh anne was there, *paul's ex, ( Read more... )

so! emily told me some stuff that's been goin on with the group of people i used to be real close with, kinda pissed me off. and since it's a full moon tonight, i thought i'd say it. yea it sounds stupid, but anyway. emily had called mr. g's one night, *she worked there* and asked for this girl named Ashley. and kristin was right there and was ( Read more... )

sorry it's been forever. been so busy. i had a bad christmas, but then it was a lot better when i saw christopher. my parents got me a big mirror, and that's it. so i wasn't too happy about that. cos christopher had just got me one too. but it was good cos christopher's wonderful. hehe! i just really haven't had much to write about really ( Read more... )

hey, i didn't get out of bed till about two hours ago. i feel like dookie. :( i payed my phone bill, er, some of it, today. anyways...i saw christopher like, two days in a row! i know that sounds gay, but i didn't see him for like, nearly a week, and it made me sad. so two days is like, a mirical! i had a good turkey day. i didn't go to work ( Read more... )