lost lost lost

happiness is fake
love is only pain
you don't get what you want
there is nothing here to gain

life is but a dream
and never what it seems
no one really cares
about who you are

conversation is a con
the things we feel for one another
is just a joke.

I can still see you,
dripping wet,
coming from the swimming pool
a single look
and I was your fool

1 year later
the love has grown
your my bestfriend
my defender
Youre all I wish Ive ever known

sometimes I think I must have been a really bad person in another life, and now, now I am in hell being punished for whatever I have done before. I seriously feel like the pain never stops. That there is not one peaceful moment unless it is medicated. I am so sick of not being happy. I don't even know what happy feels like. I lack love, from ( Read more... )

I will arise whole ( Read more... )

You lie to me lie to me. Led me to believe you felt something, anything. Nothing is what I got, now this is what I get. Why did I let you pretend. Such a stupid girl fucking stupid girl. When all I do is give my heart so the favor can be returned by having a knife thrust the center ( Read more... )

I miss you, I wish I was better. I am sorry for letting you down. I am so lost now. I would give anything to go back, be on that farm again, be me again. I miss you.

Maybe if I quit trying to find love I won't find pain as well ( Read more... )

I'd follow you to the ends of the earth ( Read more... )

Signs said stop but we went on whole hearted it may end bad but I love what we started.