definitely ...dont care anymore...there ya go...if you havent figured it out by now...

eah, there is soo much confusion in my life right ow, it is overbearing. not only do i have to deal with the stresses of graduating early and i am in love with someone who doesnt have any feelings for me, and i am grounded, my dad thinks i am depressed and i swear he wants me on meds, then there is poor little alex, who is a little suicidal, likes ( Read more... )

you and i ( Read more... )

nothing is forever
so why are we in denile

yeah, no good, none at all...im done, im finished, thats it...i dont know why i even try, why i even think that there is a chance for me, it is so dumb! you would think after all of this time of me helplessly trying for something that i will never achieve, that i would give up...i say that i am done, but i cant help but try...i want someone so ( Read more... )

so yeah, im here at COC again, i really dont like this place, almost as much as i dont like valencia high school...so yeah, i have been so buisy with school and what not that i am just wow! i still have the weekends though. it is just that i am so tired on the weekend from the whole week that i end up not wanting to do anything when the time comes ( Read more... )

so yipee im at coc, hold me down im so fuckng excited! wow, so anyways, yesterday was my first day here, and i met this cool guy named johnny papa...and yeah, we met and after like 30 minutes, he took me over to his friends house where they had band practce and we hung out for like 2 hours...his friends are really cool but the only thing is since ( Read more... )

so, today is the sixteeth of january, one day after my mothers birthday...i just got home from schol and to be quite frank, i am pretty bored!!my dad is going to ventura today, and i kind awant to go with him, but i want to stay and be with my friends too! im pretty excited cause in february, me and tori and possibly jamie are going to go with my ( Read more... )

blek...school suck! hold me, thrill me, love me, kill me

yeah, so it is Tuesday night, and i just got done looking up the tikets for rent...i am so excited! so yeah, life is okay right now... i had a really awesome weekend, due to the play and everything. i love spending time around them drama people. it as toris birthday on monday, how exciting! so im kinda seeing someone i guess you could say. it is so ( Read more... )