ok. so you know what's really wierd? i'm officially done with my freshman year of college. woah.

i decided to lay down and take a short little nap, wake up at 7:30, then work forever tonight. it is now 8:40 and i just woke up. go me. thats one hour lost. damnit.

going to bed at 10:30 p.m. after online 4 hours of really shitty sleep the night before = amazing.

there was a poet that once said that april is the cruelest month.

i completely agree.

my life is insane.

in other news, i have now seen every alien except for alien vs. pretador which i've heard isn't that good anyway.

i hate it when i write entries that are completely pointless.

why are all of my friends here (with the exception of athena, and yes, you too, edward) so fucking crazy. i swear, i spend so much of my life here trying to figure out why they do the things they do and make me feel the way they feel. friends are supposed to make you feel good. friends are supposed to take care of you when you need it. so many of ( Read more... )

you wake up and realize that the jeans you were wearing last night are smelling up your room because of the amount of beer that was spilled on them by other people who just can't keep it in their damn cups. you go and get the febreeze and febreeze air effects. you febreeze the rug that they were sitting on and you febreeze your entire room trying ( Read more... )

i HATE feeling/being left out. it sucks.

i know that i've written multiple entries about this, but i still don't understand why i can't turn off the way that i feel. it would make my life so much easier, cause me much less heartache ( Read more... )

i leave for padre on sunday! yay me! i am so freakin' excited.

you know how you can love someone so much and want the best for them, but at the same time want to hit them in the face as hard as you possibly can? you value their friendship more than most and you hope that maybe you can slap some sense into them. you hope that maybe something you say will make a difference and change the way they see things ( Read more... )