must keep my head up.

Dec 04, 2003 19:50

All I can say is ouch. It hurts so bad. I know things could be worse, but I'm just crushed. I wanted this so badly. I didn't really know what to do with myself today. Things got better, thankyou to everyone who cheered me up, I love you all ( Read more... )

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=/ anonymous December 5 2003, 01:25:26 UTC
heyy tash!! im so sorry you didnt make itt =( i cant even imagine how it must feel..but your absolutely right..you'll show em next year and they'll be sorry ;O) and you my favorite actress no matter what ;o) i love you so much.. this morning as SOON as jackie wrote out a pass to go to the bathroom right when we got into algebra i KNEW something was upp..i felt soo awful =( i just wanted to find you and give you a big hug and tell you that "this too shall pass" and one day your going to be famous and tell this story to many other kids out there like you that this happens to..my cousin natalie is a great actress and singer and she didnt make any of her school plays untill junior and senior year and she was the lead in both.. i kno you'll do something just along those lines. keep your head up babe =) im here for you

love you ash-my-tash always and foreverr

<33tulz

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Re: =/ ashbash2889 December 5 2003, 01:42:59 UTC
AHH i love you tulz! I'm sorry you didn't make it either, but when i said we'll make it next year, you were included ;-) Thanks for everything, and don't let this discourage you. Haha i wish i could have talked to you today and we could have made cards for eachother in computer class! Love you sweetie, keep your head in there, too!

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keep smilin... gurlmeetsworld December 5 2003, 01:55:43 UTC
keep your chin up sis....remember, everything makes us a little bit stronger. the pain will go away, it always does....where God closes a door, he opens a window....i love you

dianna

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I'm sorry Ashley! broadwayluver December 5 2003, 02:37:15 UTC
I know exactally how you feel! I feel the same wayy to about not making it again this year. Ashley, never give up. You are soo talented and you will definatly make it next year. I wish you came to gym so that we could vent together! I know you wanted this really bad, but like everyone else is saying, everything happens for a reason, and there are sure to be MANY great theater expiriences out there for you! I know it!! Keep working at what you love to do and you'll be up on that stage again too, shining and doing what you love!!!

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mpacwtf December 5 2003, 02:51:10 UTC
Listen babe that list is bullshit. You are the most amazing actress in your grade and if we could change our last names the casting would have gone a lot differnt, but we can't. Just know that you make me amazingly happy and i am always here

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jeweledstar4 December 5 2003, 22:21:50 UTC
Cousin, we're in the same shoes. You definitely deserved to be in it! But life isn't always fair and it sucks. You are an amazing and talented person. You really are. Don't ever question your talent you have in musical theater. You'll soon get your time to shine! Cheer up my friend.

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