gosh, by the time i feel like finally blogging this in for some sort of ...future reference of some sort on how difficult and crazy and discombobulated i felt my life was at this very single part of a second of this time- i feel to lazy to express what's already been expressed internally, externally ( Read more... )

I can't believe how long it has been since I have updated ( Read more... )

Just kidding (at the title ( Read more... )

As the world turns ( Read more... )

I'm so mad because I can't sleep ( Read more... )

After the last post (the private one, sorry; not the public), I tried to make up with Ricky. I tried. We were fine for a few days, and then I found out even more from Bre- and she and I made up all of our differences and realized our parting had a lot to do with Ricky ( Read more... )

Okay, false, everything isn't okay ( Read more... )

Oh my god ( Read more... )

Wow, so Christmas was beautiful with my friends.
The most mixed emotions ever, both Christmas eve and Christmas Night.

Had a great Christmas break with my best friends.
So much has gone on in three weeks, you don't even know dear journal.

Wow.
LOL.

Life is intense.
Let me tell you.

Oh well.
Scarlamooooooooooooooooo.

I'm excited for Christmas. I can't believe how much I still have to do with my gifts ( Read more... )