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[ashbird_x3]

wow. today has totally sucked. this entry will too. because it's just me jotting down my thoughts. probably not even making sense at all. for the most part of the day, i was fine. like.. nothing was really bothering me. not talking to John wasn't either. but like around 8ish.. i started just feeling shitty as hell. like i was missing something, or

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[x_itsallpretend]

Ohhh don't you hate that feeling? Cause then you know you're gonna fuck something up and just.. ughh ick. =\

That is SO weird Ash. I have all of this english work due when we go back to school too. That's really crazy lol. Research paper on what? lOl

Sleeping beauty? Awwww that is soo cute! Oh don't worry girly, I care wayyy much when guys forget to call too. Just do me a favor and don't jump to conclusions lol. That's a hugeee mistake.

I know sometimes you just wanna get up and RUN far far away, but things usually turn out better than you expected, so just hang in there gorgeous. =]

[ashbird_x3]

ash, you = amazing ♥

& yes i hate that feeling more than anythinggg. it sucks ass.

my research paper is on whether flag burning is protected under the first amendment. i just need to do it. 'cause the RD is due on 2/27. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk!

yeah, he is soo fucking sweet. i love it. i won't jump to conclusions, promise. i called him like.. a few after i posted this. it's all good :)

running away would totally be okay for awhile, then i'd be like.. "what the fuck did i do?" ya know?

i love youuuuuuuu!

[x_itsallpretend]

Aww why thank you! You are also very amazing yourself. =]

Ohhh my gosh, that's not what mine is on! Haha, not even close!!

You called him & everything was fine. I'm so happy for you. You're so lucky to have someone like that in your life. =]

Yesss I know, i totally understand!!

I love youuuuu more x's 949062934906829847940!! ♥

[ashbird_x3]

what is yours on? TELL ME! ME ME ME!!!

& yes. everything was fine. he was playing halo two. :]

i should run away to my grandparent's backyard! HAHAHAH!

♥ i love you x 5642315643546512349651567891657984135654324

so miss ashley.

[____crystalized]

so i told you i would comment so here little miss crystal is finally in 7th period ;) instead of this morning but eh least i did it right?? so i know the feeling of the day totally being sucky but not understanding why its horrible & i hate those days. :( they make me sad. buttttttt i hope everything went right

Re: so miss ashley.

[ashbird_x3]

so just small little recap before i leave. i'll leave better one later. yes, john was playing halo 2. i called him like a little bit after i posted this & that's what he was doing. i let him read this, and yeah. he was fucking adorable. "i don't know whether to say im sorry or to feel bad or to ask you to marry me" is what he said. i know i should care but i just can't make myself. ya know? eh. oh well. fuck it. he is really sweet sometimes, like i'll tell you more later on today. i love the cute shit he says to me.

FUCK I'M PISSED. MY COUSINS FUCKING PUT MY MP3 PLAYER IN THE FUCKING TOLIET. THEY GOT IT OUTTA MY PURSE, OMFG. THEY NEED TO STAY THE FUCK OUTTA MY SHIT. BUT I'M LEAVING NOW. SO I'LL TTYL ON TONIGHT. I ♥ YOU.

Re: so miss ashley.

[____crystalized]

ehhhh see the crystal was right SCORE. haha. & so ashley ask john if he has any friends like him? KIDDING. :p I have enough boy trouble as it is, which I've been trying to talk to you about but ick You being sick isn't helping ANY. its okay though. get better!!

& wtf? they threw in the fucking TOLIET. I'd be beating some serious ass. little kids. damn it! they are so cute but EVIL. I LOVE YOU. & want to talk to you SOON!