Just when I was finally happy again... when I thought things were going great ( Read more... )

So, today has been a bum day. I've had no sleep and I doubt I will until I get back home tonight ( Read more... )

I have gained all of my weight back. :( and I was doing so well. But, whatever this illness that I have is making it too painful to work out and I have such a lack of energy. The doctor put me on medication, but so far I feel the same and it has been almost a week. He said that if these meds do not work then I will have to see a specialist. I don't ( Read more... )

So, our house has been flooding for the past three days and it sucks! We have to get up in the middle of the night... like 3 am and stuff to try to use a wet vac to rescue some of our house! It's an absolute mess. This has been going on for far too long. We need Help ( Read more... )

I forgot to let you know that I have officially risen back out of my funk. I really hate when I get that way, but once I'm there it is so damn hard to avoid those feelings. Actually, no it is impossible. I get to a point where I absolutely hate myself, my decisions, my emotions, and everything else that is me ( Read more... )

I am the definition of a loser
But I am me
I spell out worthlessness
But I am me
I am the opposite of extraordinary
But I am me
No friends to the left or the right
It's only me
Day by day I get lonelier
But I stay me

Tomorrow will be like today
Just as today was like yesterday
I will always just be me

My existence is meaningless
But God created

Nope, not any better today.

There are days when I can't even look at myself in the mirror.
Today is one of those days.

So, things that have happened in the past few days, I went to Bark in the Park. I do enjoy those things, but this time was not particularly fun. I really would have liked to just enjoy Forest Park and walk Henry around. It was a beautiful day out! Maybe I will try again next year, that is unless I'm not in South Korea! haha ( Read more... )

School's OUT for SUMMER ( Read more... )