tell me the stars are made of tin, and that they're banging on the roof. please close your eyes.

[ashbuzz]

well here's the truth. i hate to whine, but this is my journal, i suppose... and if it bothers you, then don't read. that should keep everyone satisfied

Comments

[hollish]

I can't say I know everything you're thinking or that I understand completely, because I don't. But I really value you and your friendship. Honestly, I sometimes forget you left Shiloh. Not because I don't care enough to remember, but because you're still a Snellville person to me. You're someone I look forward to seeing when I'm home.

And I love when you laugh and talk at the same time and how I can talk to you and not fear that you're going to sugarcoat the truth and I'll never get a real opinion. You are real. And there are so few real people in the world.

We all have growing up to do. It sucks, but looking back, I've grown since I've left Shiloh. And I am so glad. I mean, it does lead to me getting annoyed more easily at the immaturity of my friends, but it's nice to feel like an adult.

Oh yea, and I love you.

And I think you're beautiful adn I don't care that you don't like compliments, you'll just have to deal with it.

[banditess]

i started to write a comment here, but it was getting far too long and i decided to just make it into an entry in my journal. please read it ♥

(From Allie)

[anonymous]

I don't know what to say except that we have had our time during out friendship where all we could do was hang out with each other and no one else. In the past few years we have ahd our ups and downs for numerous reasons, but we sitll have the past. We can still hold onto the memories of how our friendship used to be and laugh about how stupid we used to be. Wait USED TO BE?..hehe. If you ever need someone to rmember the old times with...i will be more than happy to be there for you. I miss you Ashley and i miss our friendship. Our old friendship...i just want to make the past, only something that we think of when we are thinking of Great Escape or lame middle school parties or cheerleading...HAHA! I love you. Lets be friends.

[tiny_dancer31]

ashley-- reading this entry made me reliase how similar we are. i know its awkard between us and that we have never been friends or really have gave each other a chance. mainly because of one boy. which i hate that to be the case. i have a lot of people i hang out with and can talk to but not really friends. only i few that i could actully count on

[tiny_dancer31]

yeah i know.. i really do want to get to know you better.. instead of hearing about you.. ya know.

about him.. i dont think there will be us. he has to mature first.. i love him to death but he is done with me. i understand yalls crazy friendship and history... holly always says yall fight like brother ans sister. i care for him still but i think he is done with me for now. we are good for eachother but he cant handle the distance and i dotn know were he is now with emily. so i think my times up with him now...only God knows really...im His child.. i want want HE wants for me. maybe He has got someone better then tyler for me.

thank you for responding. it means alot. im glad we both can be mature about this and live&learn. know that i am here though. i knwo this sounds so cheezy but we can kindof start from ground zero now. haha love it.

have a blessed day.. you are in my prayers tonight.