other people you meet

[ashcanprobably]

I met a girl recently. She is beautiful in that in-your-face way and also somewhat empty, which is opportune for me, since I am both ugly and fulfilling. We have plenty sex and a few things else. She uses me, really. I gaze into her eyes. I say funny things from time to time. She says, you think you're so smart. I say, I try not to think about it.

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[mlknchz]

Conversing with the stupid is an art form. Conversing with intelligent people is easy.

come back!

[strange_idols]

I wrote you a letter!

[ashcanprobably]

Burn the letter. Watch it as it burns. You will know how I feel.

You once mentioned that you had a strange aversion to reptiles. Do you remember? I said that you probably haven't met the right ones. My friend Eva keeps a family of charming Chuckwallas. She sent me some links to share with you:

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[mengus]

The vaguely obvious, latent homosexuality among gangsters is something that I have noticed too. My experience has been more with Italians than Mexicans, but you might know that I have some friends transplanted from Sana Ana, O.C, too.

The tender affection among these guys, whom I know to be so startlingly violent, is absolutely amazing. The Italians greet each other with kisses, and lingering palms to the face; especially from a leader greeting a suboordinate. It's uncomfortable to witness as an outsider.

The guys from Cali often talk about shared sexual experiences, specifically when one or more of them 'run a train' on an unsuspecting woman. They speak of these dalliances with more affection for each other than there is rancorous misogyny. It's amazing, and so far beyond my scope of understanding that I can't wrap my mind around it.

Ah well, it was lovely reading this. I felt for you, I've been in the company of gangsters.

who ride

[ashcanprobably]

Yeah, I'm like that with my guy friends too. I don't know, but homoerotica is simply not an issue, or I'm not aware of it. It's kidding. I guess I'm also just touchy-feely. We've always punched each other freely. We give each other smacks on the ass. I think we've taught each other to be more cautious about our balls. The last time me and a friend were tango dancing to Gardel.

For the record, I don't think they banged, Lin. At least, I'm not sure. Maybe I should have hit them up. I knew I forgot to do something.

[pdanielson]

Ho ho!

[ghastlymess]

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