Alot of things have been on my mind for the past few days while reading posts of the people that i care for on here so i guess i will lay them out i wont go into specifics nor anything to pinpoint.I dont want to disrespect these people's private thoughts.I noticed one thing is the depressing loneliness that i have witness lately.I hate it its ( Read more... )

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My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulashe_Darkthorne goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Meier Link.ded_venus_blue tricks you! You get a dead frog.divinesuccubus tricks you! You get a wad of paper.lapisrosae gives you 3 pink orange-flavoured gummy fruits.p4nd0r4 gives you 14 light yellow chocolate-flavoured hard candies.porceliandoll gives you 4 ( Read more... )

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WEll here we go maybe just maybe an actual post and an update on whats going on in this pathetic excuse for a life that the gods seem to find as a comedic show.Well as of Sunday i had car trouble on the new piece of crap that for some god-awful reason decided to be a bitch maybe its a "female" car.I am starting to believe that someone has me cursed ( Read more... )

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Ok here we go again with my posting since i have been Soooooooo Missed(sarcasm).Anyway things have been moving slowly but surely.Unfortunately i had to sacrifice and give up my truck to get myself together.We seem to be moving along with our plans as smoothly but for some reason i am waiting for the ball to drop on us.Well maybe i am just paranoid ( Read more... )

So i finally get online and cant get into yahoo.Under the ashe name.Well anyone who knows me can find me under the Sanguine_nightmare name.I miss everyone and hope to talk to you all soon.Also Usagi hun where the heck did my background go?

Why is it i cant release this stress??I dont have energy for anything anymore.I want to work so bad and just be out doing anything at the moment to get my life back in order.But i also feel as if i am getting dragged down into an empty abyss.Usually when i get really stressed out i would get some of my most violent video games and just unload on ( Read more... )