...and you need to talk to Rick about this. Why? Because when your dreams start sounding exactly like his dreams, well... I figure, why not let him share with you about how he's overcome it. *hugs very very tight* It's unbeleiveable... you're dreaming the SAME exact things that he's dreamt, bar a couple of minute details. I nee dot do some more dream research I think... but I know one thing. Whatever your gut impression is that the nightmares mean... you are probably right.
But I can tell you something that I DO know. Same as I talked Rick down after a lot of his night horrors, I'll do the same here. Its lonliness, worthlessness, and the feeling of repression. That's whats causing it. We have to get you above all that. Because you ARENT worthless, you DO deserve to be happy, and we're going to stick by you.
I'll try very hard to call you tonight. We need to talk. Three of us, I think.
Many times I've been in that same prison, beaten in front of everyone, laughed at , mocked, violated , and demoralized almost to the point of no return.
Ash, I came through it and survived. Even though my words are just text on a screen, the feelings and emotions are there behind it. Hai, the EMOTION behind it.. i regained it.. you can to.. having Su in your corner is going to help out .
Call on me or Shira or Chris any time that you need.. your Cyberparents are here, watching, hearts aching to do what we can.
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But I can tell you something that I DO know. Same as I talked Rick down after a lot of his night horrors, I'll do the same here. Its lonliness, worthlessness, and the feeling of repression. That's whats causing it. We have to get you above all that. Because you ARENT worthless, you DO deserve to be happy, and we're going to stick by you.
I'll try very hard to call you tonight. We need to talk. Three of us, I think.
Love you Ash. Hang in there 'son'. :)
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Ash, I came through it and survived. Even though my words are just text on a screen, the feelings and emotions are there behind it. Hai, the EMOTION behind it.. i regained it.. you can to.. having Su in your corner is going to help out .
Call on me or Shira or Chris any time that you need.. your Cyberparents are here, watching, hearts aching to do what we can.
Hang in there son. I belive in you.
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I haven't seen or talked to you in a really long time, but I wanted you to know that if you ever do need to talk, I'm here.
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I post on a Xanga weblog now. If you wanna check in from time to time, it's http://www.xanga.com/asher_cross/
Once again, thanks for saying hi. ^.^
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