you see, the nightmare of schizophrenia is not knowing what's true. imagine if you had suddenly learned that the people, the places, the moments most important to you, were not gone, not dead- but worse, have never been. what kind of hell would that be?
never love nobody fully... always one foot on the ground. (am i protecting my heart...truely.)
i got lost in the sounds... i hear in my mind! all of these voices... i hear in my mind! all of these words... i hear in my mind! all of this music--- and it breaks my heart! and it breaks my heart!