love is just a hoax.

Every time I'm thinking bout the day coming 'round
Well I'll be strong.
Well that's the day that passes into night, it's like I can't hold on.
I can't hold on

I'm uneasy, and I'm weak in the knees
And I'm trying not to breathe.
Not believing, Not believing you're gone.
[And that I was the one to let you..]

I'm staring at the clock but the clock doesn't ( Read more... )

i cant live in this in this house anymore.

i cant go to that school anymore.

i cant talk to those people anymore.

i cant be near my family anymore.

confused.

my house is not my home.
my room is my where i feel okay.
my mom and dad are two of the worst people i know.
its not that they are so mean to me. its how terrible they treat eachother. its the way ( Read more... )

ok. straight and to the point.

this week went by fast and wasnt at all bad.
some people got under my skin.
and if i could i would BEAT. them. up.

ummm got a hair cut.
WHAT? why!?
and now i have a short kind of mulletttt going.
its hair. whatever. its going to grow out eventually. it was time for change.

Battle of the Bands was a success. it was SO much ( Read more... )

its been way too long since the last update.
i wanted to always do at least one entry a week.- that went out the window.

not much has happened.
over break jasper stayed with me for a glorious week. he also came back this weekend.
i forgot just how much fun it is to hang out with him and how much i missed it.
today we've been together for exactly 6 ( Read more... )

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

from my myspace blog:

in love all over again.

hes here ( Read more... )

Jaspers back for a week!

51 things you didn't know about me ( Read more... )

And I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar
                  ...Maybe cross the country
             Become a rockstar...
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there but damn it you're so young
But I don't think I care and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
please don't think that this is easy

And Konstantine is walking down the stairs
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  This week went by fast. thank god!! missed iv, missed student council meeting again. what ever though.
got some christmas shopping done. anna and me are shopaholics. it got pretty crazy.

Bowling couldn't be better. Its so much fun, ahhh. crazy. I'm in the best lane in the world and thanks to picture phones, we have a lot of fun. Probably too much ( Read more... )