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[ashes_dancing]

i might start using this again soon
i leave for college tomorrow. how weird is that?
i am not sure i am ready to leave. i like it here. leaving scares me.

i am not ready to end this perfect summer

i'm definately gunna need a place to spill my thoughts come tomorrow night

Comments

[jzedd]

oh wow..its so weird..yesterday i had senior pics
and today im trying to cope with everyone actually LEAVING

you are a strong person, and very compassionate and thoughtful. I know you are ready for anything life will throw your way. i am only beginning to comprehend how hard its going to be to leave my family for a year.. but dont be worried...i know that years of amazing memories will ensure that nothing is lost with you and your mom. Thats what is keeping me going, and will make that step a bit easier this time next year.. i guess going off to college is more of a symbolic step than anything. its less of a severance and more of a change.

i miss you.. i may be up there sometime this year..i will let you know :-)

and if you ever need to spill your thoughts.. or just want to talk- i am here for you :-) dont hesitate to email/im me

[ridealefty]

Since I know you don't read this I figured its ok. It's so hard being away from you. SO many emotions are going through my head. Jelousy, insecurity, Hate, and the one I wish wasn't there LOVE. You have been there for me the past 5 years and all of a sudden, everything could be destroyed because of lust and dishonesty. I sometimes with that you would work a little harder at our relationship, especially now when we need it. Possibly try something else that might not hurt as much. It really confuses me how you can say you love someone so much yet be perfectly fine with breaking their heart. I know I can live without you, I just don't want to. You mean the world to me and I would do anything to make things perfect.